undertow
2007-09-25 7:54 p.m.

there are some evenings where i get so tired it feels like a pair of soft hands is pulling the skin on my face.

specifically, around my eyes.

i should stay up, but there's that whole issue of why.

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i am a stickler for justice, which is a flaw.

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isn't that all we want? men and women? for someone to know what makes us tick?

we want to be someone's speciality. we want someone to know what makes us tick--as well as when we tick, and why we tick. know when our battery is broken.

there it is, that broken idea again! could be a battery issue. or grease in the cogs.

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i think about a man drowning in the sea with a sock puppet on his hand.