fill
2007-08-11 11:13 p.m.

i'm on break from the boulevard party barbeque funtimes.

things are falling-- into place, or apart? i'm falling.

these days i'm interested in the ideas of fulfillment, the word "enough."

it's not enough, it's not enough.

your parents planned you? they begged the heavens for your arrival? and-- it wasn't enough.

he wants to see you again? it's not enough.

you are needed, then. needed and wanted and you hold him together. it's never going to be enough.