i don't think i realized until right now how strong those margaritas were
2007-04-22 1:15 a.m.

OMG liz how much tequila did you drink tonight

OMG i don't know-- maybe 4 margaritas?

maybe five? is it relevant, really? what's relevant, i'll tell you,

it matters that i had a great time tonight, i am sexed but not over, not under. i am. it's a wonderful time when you can feel your own tongue in your mouth and enjoy that feeling, no there's no need to stick it in the mouth of someone else.

it's self indulgent. i like being stoned but being high is tiring, TIRING, i don't remember how i got here, i want to take a donut and put it on my shoulder, i want to eat it off my shoulder. i'm going to open myself up to the world.

liz don't eat! liz remember your goals! liz remember the male body, remember how glorious it is.

think of all the men you have known and think of their calves stretched taut. as their toes curl, what do you think about that!

in alphabetical order i love the following groups: baltimore peeps, ho-co peeps, mfas in florida, my family, the world.